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I had surgery done today.

Idk if I want to cry or feel relieved. They found endometriosis so the pain hasn’t been “all in my head”. They removed some but they couldn’t remove all because it was to risky. There’s a chance it will come back. Because it took 2/3 years to even have the doctors take me seriously, the endometriosis spread. I’m only 17, I already lost my social life/friends because I can barley go out & I have to get homeschooled because I couldn’t go to a regular school/I’m so far behind & I’ve had problems getting a job because I have brutal pains 3/4 weeks of a month & now I’m going to have to learn to cope because there’s no cure. Idk how I’m going to live the rest of my life with this. They put an iud in me while I was still passed out so hopefully that will help a bit. I just don’t know how to feel about all of this.